Steppenwolf

Do you remember
how I had no time to fall in love?
my soul was tired of waiting.
I was just happening
on the corner of a pillow
weaving memories we'd never shared.
am I supposed to love all the boys
that find me beautiful?
I've never been keen on disillusion.
if I'm ugly,
than ugly must be
the Steppenwolf I lie next to.
I don't need love,
just mind-fuck me again.
Slapstick is better than any kiss or punch
a boy could give me.