man on my back

''Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this''

it was just a fuckin' dream. i fuckin' hate nightmares. fuckin' hate them. i really do. it was just a dream. i'm awake now. i'm awake and breathing. there's no one here. the scene is clear. there is no blood. hands clean. bed clean. there's no one here. i'm awake. it was just a dream. it's light outside. it's day. fuckin' hate nightmares. it was just a nightmare but my bones hurt and my eyes are wet.